MUD SLIDE

Okay,

I know I always am talking about my dreams, but last night I dreamt of being in a whole bunch of mud (it was this super cool mud slide and not the drink :) So I looked it up and well, let me backtrack a little bit. So I really haven't been going to the gym since I blogged about my pet peeves, just haven't had the time. So I have been bitching about how I need to get back there and blah blah blah. So this dream. I look it up and it talks how mud can symbolize the cleaning of the body...so what did I do tonight? I WENT TO THE GYM, I feel great. I don't know why I have stopped! I feel more relaxed and calm and just feel better about myself. I just wish I could last longer than 30 mins on the stair climber. LOL. So I am trying really hard not to go to the cookie jar and have something sweet...that would defeat the purpose of me going to the gym right. ugh. It will never be how I want  it to be. I want to eat what I want and I don't want to have to go to the gym every damn night to work off those damn rice krispies!! =) 

I need....

So, I seriously had a dream last night that we got robbed at work. Not such a good thing considering where I work. I looked it up in the dictionary and it said something along the lines of feeling like Robbery 
To dream that you have been robbed, denotes that you are experiencing an identity crisis or you are suffering some sort of loss in your life. Alternatively, you may feel that someone has stolen your success or has taken credit for something you did....

So. I don't feel like I am suffering from sort of loss except for I don't know, SLEEP, A social life. I don't know. I honestly feel like I have not had any time to do things I want to do. I want to sleep in maybe JUST ONCE A WEEK (like I did today) I wish I had one day off that I have NOTHING planned except sitting around....damn softball. Get home before 6:30...I don't know. I am getting closer and closer to burn out from work. Today will be 20 days working with only two days off. This is not right. Last weekend I got the chance to go out with Amber, Matthew, and some people from Moab. We went to Harrah's (I love that place) We started outside and Carnival Court where we got to dance and just drink and not worry how we were going to go home. I didn't have to babysit which was the best part. We ended our night in Toby's where we danced even more! I loved it.  I am hoping this weekend will be just as much fun. I believe we are going out to Stoney's for Kelly's 21st birthday. Should be GOOD TIMES! I am excited!!!